!! WaiTinG FoR LoVe !!

I Am Only Waiting for Love To Give Myself Up At Last Into His Hands.
That Is Why It Is So Late And Why I Have Been Guilty Of Such Omissions.

They Come With Their Laws And Their Codes To Bind Me Fast,
But I Evade Them Ever,
For I Am Only Waiting For Me Love To Give Myself Up At Last Into His Hands.

People Blame Me And Call Me Heedless,I Doubt Not They Are Right In Their Blame.
The Market Day Is Over And Work Is All Done For The Busy.

Those Who Come To Call Me In Vain have Gone Back In Anger.
I Am Only Waiting For My Love To Give Up Myself At Last Into His Hands!!

He iT iS...!!

He It Is, The Innermost One, Who Awakens My Being With HiS Deep Hidden Touches..

He It Is Who Puts His Enchantment Upon These Eyes And Joyfully Plays On The Chords Of My Heart In Varied Cadence Of Pleasure And Pain..

He It Is Who Weaves The Web Of This Maya In Evanescent Hues Of Gold And Silver, Blue And Green, And Lets Peep Out Through The Folds His Feet, At Whose Touch I Forget Myself..

Days Come And Ages Pass, And It Is Ever He Who Moves My Heart In Many A Name, In Many A Guise, In Many A Rapture Of Joy And Of Sorrow..!!

!! WisH !!

I Want To Be Free..

And Like the Seagull, I Want To Fly Over The Sea.

LiKe The Dolphins, That Swim In the Sea,

That's How I Want To Be Free.

Like The birds, I Want To Emigrate,

The Unknown World Is My Home,

The future Is My Destination.

Like the Royal Eagle, I Want To Reign Over the Kingdom Of Heaven.

I Want To Fly High, So As To Reach The Rainbow.

Like The ButterFly, I Want To Be, Happy And Colorful As Can Be.

I Want To Fly In The Gardens, The Way the Ladybird Flies,

And Smell The Fragrance Each Flower Possess.

Its Nice To Be Born Free, As Free As The Wind Itself Blows.

I Wish I Was Angel,

The angel Of Peace, and Finally Make The world Live In Harmony.

I Want To Be Cloud, To Pour as Much Rain As Can Be,

And Finally Wash Off The Hate From Each Heart.

!! I JUST WISH !!

!! i'LL FaLL i'LL Die !!

I Want To Feel the Absence Of My Existence.

My Heart Is Screaming But No One Hears.

My Mind Wants To Burst But No One Cares.

Numbs starts To Rise Up To My Body,

Can't Feel My Presence anymore.

Am Here But Am Not, Am Living But Dying From Within.

Free My Soul and My Spirit. am Trap With My Feelings.

I Want To Escape But Tied Up,

With My Past And Fear Of Present.

Slowly Am drifting, Can't Hold Onto Anything.

The Thought Is Killing Me. Am Stupid, Am Fool.

My Insanity Holds Me.

I Want To Vanish From The Truth And Be Blinded From Lies.

Wanted To Know But don't Want To.

Brave But Afraid Of You, Strong But Weak By Your Presence.

Conscious But Innocent Of The Reality,

Hate But Continue To Love...!!!!

!! WiThouT HiM !!

Her Life Is Dim, Without His Soul.

She No Longer Tolerates To Be In the Spotlight.

Instead, She Fades Into The Dark, Frighting Night.

Impossible To Re-create Her Past,

Which She No Longer Thought Of That.

Alone, From The Brightest Dawn to Deepest dusk.

From One end To The Other.

She's Alone...

Without His Presence...

With Her Soul....!!!!

.....OoH DoVe !!

A Dove Settles On My Arm Wondering Why I Burn Within.

It Questions Me As I Unlock My Secret Sins.

My Heart Aches Deep Tonight As My Mind Sets On Rewind,

Memories Of Love and Pure Admiration Of Our Past Denied,

Tales And Songs Only Stun The Pains That Haunt Me Dearly,

Darkened Night And Lonely Hours Never So Daunted Frely.

That First Night I Recall How Love Shadowed Its Virgin Presence

Never Did I Believe That In Years I'd Suffer Horrid Lessons.

But Surely As I Ponder I Fear This Battles Lost.

I Know I'd Sacrifice Life To Feel His Kiss again

But As I Touch Reality I shiver Earthly Pain

And Every Minute That Tick I Fall Further Insane.

So In Clouds Of Darkness I Whisper In My Sleep,

"Oh Beautiful One Go Away And Allow My Heart To Weep"

"Go Away And Tell Him Oh' Beautiful Dove."

"I Lost A Part Of My Heart When I Lost My First True Love..!!!!

!! DarK !!

I Was Wondering In The Dark,Wondering Why I Was Lost.

For A Sparkling Moment, A Light !!

No, It Wasn't Just Another Illusion Sight...

I Shutted My Eyes Tight To Escape The Dark.

The Tighter I Shutted The Darker I Seen.

What Am I Gonna Do,Crazy Panics Rushed On Me.

STOP! My Brain Screamed It Away...

Back To The Dark Where I Was Before.

Face Down On My Knee...

Keep On Hoping...

That Someday I'll Be Free !!!!

BLooD oN HeR FinGeRs!!

Where Had Hope Gone,

Did It Ever Exist,

As The Blood Oozes,

From Both Her Wrist.

She Soon Will Be Dead,

To Hope No More,

Final Words Written,

In Blood On The Floor.

She Sinks To Her Knees,

As Tears Are Shed,

A Life Being Drained,

Into The Pools Of Red.

In Her Favourite Colour,

To Slowly Descend,

Blood On Her Fingers,

Was Written The End!!